“A page-turner that combines genuine intrigue with heartbreak and desire.” —Holly Goldberg Sloan,New York Timesbestselling author ofCounting by 7s

Part mystery, part love story, and part coming-of-age tale in the vein of Thirteen Reasons Why,The Perks of Being a Wallflower,

and The Spectacular Now, Michelle Falkoff’s debut is an honest and gut-wrenching novel about loss, rage, what if feels like to outgrow a friendship that’s always defined you—and the struggle to redefine yourself.

There was a party. There was a fight. The next morning, Sam’s best friend, Hayden, was dead. And all he left Sam was a playlist of songs and a suicide note:

For Sam—listen and you’ll understand